Aloha, Yet Again

THURS., JUNE 16, 1994, 7:20 AM
HAMA’S DINING TABLE, HONOLULU

In this familiar room you are appreciating your last day here, and looking forward to being home again. It has not been a particularly restful time, but neither has it been hectic. Your little book will show that you accomplished some of what you intended, but not all, certainly. You must do some writing, when you get home, to make up for what you didn’t say in person.

You have had some good conversations about Our “relationship” and the tangible pages that flow therefrom… especially with Zane. These are becoming more important to you, and you should be seeking opportunities for such discussions. Some of those from the May workshop are the most likely. And it may be time to introduce these Ruminations to some new people… even Judy. You’ll be cautious with Mabel, but know that she is a special servant of Mine, and she may be more receptive to real discussion than in previous visits. She may not remember what you talk about, but you may find the interactions worthwhile. Give ‘em a try!

This is a nostalgic place, and it is good that you return as you do. Yet it may be that these visits will diminish, as other priorities rise. You needn’t make any decisions about that now, but you should consider where visits should be… and that Lenore should be with you, increasingly.

The next Ruminations should be started this morning, and you should have time to get the Teachings read and marked for inclusion. You shall write on pain and suffering at a time when you have very little pain and certainly no real suffering. This makes it a unique “assignment,” because you don’t have much actual memory of pains you have experienced. Still I have given you much to share with Our readers, given during times when you were hurting. As usual, it shall be a good Letter.

You do enjoy being here, and this time the expense has been minimal. That is still, and should be, a factor, for you are, finally, a steward of what I give to you. You have few of the “extras” I used to provide, but your salary and summer supplement are now more than sufficient for your needs. You know that I call on you to remain frugal (not difficult for you), but some worthwhile journeys do cost money. Are there better uses for what you have? Always consider this vital question. And continue to gently urge Matthew to think on this also, given the opportunities his money does provide.

I have a mixed reaction to the economy of this island state. (You know, of course, that I tell you of no firm preference when it comes to alternate economies in this “modern world.”) Positively I see that the money that tourists bring and spend is fundamental to the life and health of many, if not most, of those who live here. And many of these do spend their income wisely and in a spirit of stewardship of which I approve. Some tourists have worked hard for the money that spend here, but then I see others who are making selfishly poor choices in how they spend, neglecting other uses of which I would approve… more. Military spending is another difficulty I have, but, again, those who work for the military may be leading responsible, even commendable lives, by My standards. I just can’t offer you a clear answer to this, or other, questions involving money for work and then uses of that income.